“You'll be in my heart, no matter what they say, you'll be right here in my heart, always”

''We're all here because of him, and may that continue with him leading the way''

ni vet väl att brody är kims halv bror?.. hahaha HAHA det är faktiskt coolt.. kim, kourtney & khloes mamma har två barn med brodys pappa. kylie & kendall.

MIN BABY FYLLER ÅR!

hörrni ni måste titta.. igår tittade jag på detta på TVn och MANNEN.. MAAANNNEN vilken duktig kille. dom låter exakt lika! okej men jätte lika.. haha. i domar saken finns piers som jag avskyr, förlåt, men ni måste veta hur han är (jag vet mycket eftersom hayleys pappa är ''domare'') sen finns sharon osbourne, HAHAH LOVE HER! ozzys fru, sen finns david hasselhoff, hans dotter är min bästavän. HAHA lyssna på jerry springer ''elvis lives, i knew it, he was just hiding out''

förlåååååååt för igår haha men när jag kom hem sov jag i fyra timmar, så ni kanske förstår.. iallafall. jag sitter & lyssnar på we've had enough, sen ska jag spela lite bas. musiken var bäääääääääääääässsst idag! hahaha kaos asså, jag, niels, shajwan, olivia, ella och viktor i ett rum, vi släckte & när jag flashade med mobilen så såg jag att niels försökte gömma sig i en ''garderob'' i rummet? HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA va söööööt. var typ hemma kl fem idag. herregud.. första gången jag missar bussen! nu lyssnar jag på you can't win, HAHA jag älskar the wiz, bääst. love diana ross. och mike. så härlig låt. iallafall så ska jag chilla nuu.. julia mobbar mig för mina naglar :-( förut mobbade alla mig för att jag inte har naglar men nu har jag och då tycker alla det är äckligt hahhaa.. jag ska visa en bild jag tog idag.

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mina fingrar bränns, det gör ont & det låter skit.
vart är du jermaine???? i need ur help

shit yall lyssna på denna låt, amazing

hejhej. alla har gått hem nu, och jag är exhausted. ska gå & lägga mig nu. imorgon är det skola & nej jag orkar inte ha fysik haha asså det är det mest komplicerade ämnet jag har varit med om, no joke. istället springer jag runt hela skolan & försöker komma in genom fönstret till lektionen, okej, mitt i lektionen. så tråkigt är det & jag fattar ingenting. alltså, på riktigt. jag fattar ingenting. som mike sa med hans turneer, så säger jag samma sak när det gäller fysik ''i go through hell'' haaaaaha. och vill ni höra det bästa? jag har fysik två gånger imorgon.. yall heard me. twice. not once, but twice. tittade på lite kardashians idag, keeping up with the kardashians, samma avsnitt som jag har sett typ fyra gånger, och sen kourtney and khloe take miami. finns det vackrare systrar? ring mig isåfall, tack och hej & sov gott. va i helvette talah sover och pruttar typ femtio gånger samtidigt. my dog is special.

om ni undrar varför jag inte skriver så mycket idag så är det ju för att vi har gäster som sagt. varför? mormor fyller år! och mammas kusin! AWWWW MURMUR <3 grattis till båda. back to howard. asså ni vet inte hur jag känner mig just nu.. howard mccrary.. seth riggs.. looooord i am livin ma life. seriöst. asså.. HA, detta är ju läskigt! howard kom på vissa melodier till keep the faith som jag lyssnade på för några timmar sen i bilen. michael ville ha dom för att det lät skit bra & passade perfekt. han var vän med james brown.. ja, var, james är med mike nu.. <3 i still cant believe this. det borde finnas mer personer som howard i denna värld. howard, james & michael.  

HAAAAAHA ni vet family matters? steve urkel? iaf, det gick på tv förut typ hela tiden när jag var mindre. vad ska jag säga, howards son spelade där.. what is goin on with ma life? HAHAHA iallafall, han spelade EDDIE!!
eww.. han spelar i saw filmen, den nya.. ewwwwwwwww äckliga filmer asså

Dear Michael,

My Daughter Sarah woke me up this morning at 7am to tell me of your passing. I was hoping this was some type of publicity stunt that only you or Houdini could pull off.

I remember the first day we met in the summer of 1979 when my family as on tour with your family. The Jacksons and The McCrarys. Did you know we used to be called The McCrary 5? Oh never mind, long story.

When my sister Charity introduced me to you with my brothers Alfred and Sam

 at that swanky Texas house party you asked me if I was married and I told you I was separated from my wife Chaye and we were going through a divorce. That's when you folded your hands and said, "I will be praying for you." Then you introduced me to your beautiful cousin Jackie and folded your hands again and said, "I'll be praying for you."

10 minutes later you went to the other side of the room and made the praying gesture and smiled as you pointed at your cousin. I remember you doing this two more times before finally saying good night again saying I will be praying for you.

Michael right now I am praying for you. I am praying for you beautiful parents you introduced me to at The Omni Hotel in Los Angeles on your 45th private birthday party the evening your sister Janet asked me to play 'Triste' and her fiancée Mr. Dupree seemed a little upset as she held both my hands to thank me from her heart for 2 or or three full minutes for playing one of her favorite songs. It was so good to see Jackie that night and Tito and Randy too. Latoya was looking so beautiful as well. Every member of your family are so beautiful and gifted. I remember meeting up with Jermaine at Cocscos and as we shopped together we would talk all about you.

Do you remember that Christmas morning at your home in Beverley Hills when you and your children wanted to hear the children sing?

Seth Riggs called me and at your request asked me to arrange a choir of 12 children to sing at your home on Christmas morning.

I called my sister Charity and we contacted 12 of the best singing kids we knew, of course some of them being our own family members.

We had less than 48 hours to rehearse an coordinate this private production before the children got into the limousines from me and Tammy's home from Sherman Oaks to be convoyed to your Beverly Hills Estate.

Seth proudly was there that morning to vocalize all the young ones as I conducted as the children sang with charity accapella, 'Heal The World, Silent Night, Santa Clause Is Coming to Town ( Jackson style)' amongst other songs as they sang on you staircase and you and your children and family sat in that grand foyer combined with the Cathedral like acoustics I could hear additional voices of angels that morning. It was a sacred moment for us all.

As you hugged Charity and I to thank us we did a group hug with Seth and sumptuously enjoyed The Christmas Buffet you prepared for all of us. For these children it was a Christmas dream come true. If any of you children are reading this letter please share what that morning meant to you.

Your children Michael looked like cherubs.You were such a loving father.

Michael I could never understand how could  the press could be so ruthless towards you. You are Michael The Angel.

I will never forget when I had the joy to work with Andre and Sandra Crouch on your Dangerous CD at Westlake Studio and we were recording the background vocals on 'Keep The Faith' and as Andre was conducting we came to an impasse for over 20 minutes until Andre turned to me and said, "Howard fix it!"

So I gave out the parts to the ascending figure of the word 'FAITH' leading to the release and you jumped up and down in the control room saying, "I Love It!"

It was that day you invited me up to the green room with my son Darius who was 12 years old at that time .He was part of a new TV sitcom called Family Matters and you told him, "I hear you have been hanging out with Bobby Brown, he is not a good influence. Here take my number and call me anytime. If you need someone to talk to or spend time with, I'll be there. The only thing is when you call don't ask for me or they won't put you through, ask for Norma Jean, it's the code name."

For the rest of that day at West Lake Studios he spent with you and was in heaven.

All the way home he held your private phone number in his hands aglow and raving about his new awesome friend.

As soon as we got home he asked if he could call you and I said yes of course.

So very excitedly Darius dialed the number and ask for Michael...click! Then he remembered the code name, called back and asked for Norma Jean...click!

Even still to this day he talks about that wonderful day he spent with you at the studio and learned the lesson of how important it is to follow instructions.

Once again and lastly when you went to trial in Santa Barbara and it seemed like the whole world turned their backs on you at another session producer Bruce Swedien pulled my sister Linda and I to the side and said,

"Howard and Linda , don't believe The Press. Michael is an angel... he would never hurt the children."

I never stopped believing in you or the pure soul that you are. I remember when you thanked my sister Charity and I for bringing 10 busloads of ministers and some of their members to support you during your trial at The Santa Barbara Courthouse. We had singers singing on behalf of you innocence and ministers interceding on your behalf for justice.

Thank you for graciously hosting all of us at Neverland not once but twice as we came to show you how much we loved you and believed in your innocence.

It is an outrage what some people will do for money. Greed, Delusion, and Anger is something you wanted to see our world healed of. Michael it's not too late. I know there are others like myself who believe in your dream that we can have a better world if we only Keep The Faith.

As I began writing this letter the sun was shining in Hong Kong and now as I close we are in a Typhoon...strange but Michael...I am not surprised you were always bigger than life and now we know that you are.

You and your music, your smile, your dance, but most of all your message will live in our hearts forever.

You not only are 'The King of Pop', you are also...'The King of Hearts'

We Love You Michael !

man ser inte bra, men man ser.. paris kramar om elizabeth i hennes rullstol AAAAAAAWWWW, dom var på halloween horror nights i hollywood.

fick ett meddelande från HOWARD MCCRARY, okej? HOWARD MCCRARY. han undrade om jag ville att han skulle presentera mig för seth riggs. jag hade vänt mig till howard om råd, och då sa han att jag skulle skriva ner mina insperationer & vilken sorts musik jag gillar och så. sen sa han att om han ville skulle jag få träffa seth riggs. alla sång galna personer har säkert hört namnet.. michaels sång coach.. stevie wonders sång coach.. ray charles.. janet.. vanessa hudgens, barbara streisand, josh groban, madonna, prince, whoopi goldberg.. tina turner.. diana ross.. cher..
ni får videon där nere när han övar med michael..

igår var jag ju lite deppig men när jag somnade drömde jag om jackie. God knows what makes me happy.. haha. awwww vi stog och kramade i flera minuter & jag lät inte honom gå.
vad är mitt fel egentligen? haha