bråk i skolan (var inte inblandad tack & lov)
åt pizza
tittade på idol, mikes tema, vissa sög.. eller många.
hanna sover över

im out

oh shiiit! alla hade skrivit på twitter om sex årige pojken som var i ballongen & flög ända tills den landade i colorado, men nu skrev larry king på sin twitter att pojken inte var där. så han är försvunnen. jag sa till mamma att hon skulle ropa på mig när dom sa något på CNN live, och då ropade hon på mig för typ en två minuter sen. pojken har försvunnit. OMG shit haha.. aja.. geez. sovgott yall.. bless yall. hope they find the lil kid

how yall doin? som ni kanske ser har jag fixat om min ipod på bloggen. om ni vill ha jackson musik får ni gå lite mer frammåt. första låten sjunger john mayer. gravity heter låten. EN jackson låt kommer efter eftersom att det är typ min favorit favorit låt, so far. alltså favorit favorit favorit låt. idag var jag hemma igen. asså denna vecka har varit knaaaaaaaaaaaaas. mår konstigt haha. jaja.. sht happens. men sen mådde jag bättre så jag åkte till stan med hanna & köpte lite tidningar. jag åkte bara för att få köpa harpers bazaar som janet är med i. så vacker min älskling. sen åt vi på fugu, sen kom mamma och åt med oss o sen åkte vi hem & sjöng happy bday till tito HAPPY BDAY MA BABY. hahahaha okej hmmmm.. jaja. iallafall. okej jag ska tagga. imorgon ska hanna sova över lookin forward to it. holla

too much hahahha fett rolig, snoop dogg lagar mashed potatoes med martha stewart

sovgott allihopa! snöade fett mycket idag men sen så smälte det :( spelade inte bas idag.. bassss. jaja. sovgott God bless yall!!

denna har jag letat efter på youtube, kom för typ några veckor sen.. fett seg jag är. mina vackra pojkelilojkar <3

hejhej! kom hem för typ 40 minuter sen.. har pluggat dessa minuter hemma så. iaf, vi åkte till mcdonalds sen åkte vi runt hela uppsala typ.. haha. fett skööönt, vi lyssnade på john mayer hela tiden. så skönt. älskar jooohn. så bra. iallafall, vi åkte åkte och åkte, sen blev det hem. har pluggat lite matte & så. min matte läxa. ska nog gå & sova snart. jag är jätte trött och imorgon ska jag vakna väldigt tidigt. asså.. herregud ni vet inte hur kallt det var idag. och när jag säger kallt mannen.. oooooh my god! jag hade knappt någon känsel alls i min kropp! så jobbigt. yeayea. hopefully är det väl inte så imorgon då. c u

hejhej! har precis ätit tacos.. ska till mcdonalds nu HAHA nej men en glass. med borna & johaaaaaaan okej måste tagga

I have been here 14 years. I've been here, on this earth for 14 years. I have seen people trading guns. I've seen an old man getting killed. I have seen people doing drugs infront of people. I have been chased by a drunk man before. I've seen people I do not know hitting their children hard. I have seen a prisoner escape. Heck of a childhood, huh? I've seen many things you've never seen before, or you'd even imagine happen. For everything that happens I ask myself, what is going on with our world? I look back. I look back when I was a baby. All I can see is myself sitting in a car round-a-go in San Francisco. It was just standing there, still. I was crying. As I grew up I was a little kid dancing and having fun. Everything seemed to be perfect. Just a few years later, I wasn't the ordinary 7 year old girl. Or five. I could read and speak english better than swedish, I had dreams, I had a future to plan. I grew up too fast. And here I am. I am 14 years old. Sometimes when I go through tough things I tell myself that I am 14 years old. How did I get here? Should a 14 year old go through these things? Shouldn't like, 40 year old people deal with these stuff? I was 12 when my dream was to become the second female basketball player to play in NBA. After hard work, blood, sweat and tears I finally gave up. I abanded the dream. Did I tell you that I was only 12? And I had such high hopes? Really now that I think of it, I grew up too fast. I was used by hearing that I would fail as an actress from my best friends. I never gave up. Til this day I have not given up. Who would want that when you are 10 years old? To become an actress and win an Oscar.. So it took me what, a year to learn how to walk? And two or three years to learn how to talk? I know, I was a slow kid. So I only had 2 or 4 years to jump in the mud or eat snow that a dog peed in? I guess.. and everything affected me, everything I saw effected me. I used my hands as guns to hit people, I wished for people to die, and yes I did hit people hard. Nothing of what I am saying is making sense, I know. Maybe if I never saw those things I would jump in the mud til the day I was 13. But no, I never did. Because I grew up too fast. I'm afraid to be 30 years old. I don't want that day to come. There will be nothing I can do again. Really, what I want to do is to hop in a mud and throw sand in someones face and laugh. Like you should be doing when you're five or seven. When I was in that age I would go to a grocery store just to curse to some kid I hardly knew. I would cut my Barbie's hair and chop her head off. Now I'm 14. I have nothing to do. All I can do is watch my friends get drunk or smoke things they shouldn't be smoking. I can either do that or throw sand in somebodys face. You know why? When I think of it, I'm not 18. I am four years younger. I'm a baby. I am a kid. I am still, a child. But will I be capable of doing those things I was meant to do when I was a baby, everyday? I wasted my childhood on things that weren't good for me. Really, I'd like to be five again. Because when I saw that prisoner escape, I never thought I would be like that. But I turned out like that. I escaped from my childhood to be grown up, and now I hate it.